THE SEARCH OF A YOUNG WOMAN

In just a few hours from now we'll be welcoming 2010,but then again I wonder what 2010 have. Last night I turn my bedroom upside down and hoping to make it as clean as possible for the new year, Cleaning up all the trash and throwing most of the things that remind me of the past and for those who known me well they know what i really mean when I say past! I had one major reason for doing it, and that is because I'm happy now,contented and much more feels like me than in the past. My past was important,well.. Our past is significant but I did it because i don't wanna make things so cluttered, my present life seems so perfect and i don't wanna go back even one step backward to my past , I have no regrets with my decisions before but also I have no time to look back in the past and become sentimental. Move forward! that's what i always tell to myself. Now that another year will pass,I'm hoping that 2010 will be better for myself, love one, friends and my whole family. 2009 sure was something that i hoped for (except for nanay's resting).Leaving my past behind, I'm pretty sure that this decision may or may not be right but this will be the good thing for me. Changes may come but I am ready to stand and cope with it. With the Lord's grace may we all have a prosperous year!!! Happy new year everyone!!! Mhwuaah!!

Had it ever happened to you,that you woke up one morning realizing a lot of things about your life? cause i just did. I woke up today realizing a gazillion reasons in my life to be happy.Now I'm here in,sitting in front of my computer, drinking my coffee, having a little glimpse of smile on face and being thankful. "Most of the time, it is in those little things we found our happiness"

Serendipity is the effect by which one accidentally discovers something fortunate, especially while looking for something else entirely.Serendipity happened to me this 2009. I was entirely looking for something different in my life at the start of the year, but along the way i never found it. Instead God has opened his doors of happiness,goodluck and love for me. The year I could not say a "good year" for me and my family instead it was a rough road to walk on,we've lost someone so valuable,especially for me. But the year has still been so blessed. I, personally had found my happiness and contentment,and finally I found what I want and become so solid on achieving it. I finally built my dreams and goals.I had never been so determine this way. i think I lost my grandmother but she will always be here supporting me all the way,just like what she always did when she was still alive. This is the year of changes, learning from past mistakes and struggling to stand up. I had learned so many things this year.. and in few days from now we will be leaving 2009 behind and will be welcoming 2010! Another year,another journey,another memories to walk on and to remember. May the coming year be full of blessings, love and happiness for all of us. Advance happy new year..!