THE SEARCH OF A YOUNG WOMAN

To let you all know here are some updates of the recent happenings in my life for the past days that I've been not blogging:

During the month of FEBRUARY where in we all know the "love month" I get to receive lots of love from everyone else including someone I met about 3years ago. From the very start of our acquiantance back then I already know his good intentions for me, He even ask permission to my mom if he can introduced his self to me. He's someone I know that has good heart and good intentions, I never had a chance to gave him a chance before because of clouded mind, I admit for the past years I was immature, but recently I though of gicing him a chance, well, it seems not that way I should say things just happen, serendipity. I was not expecting him to come back into my life. Just recently he showed up again and we had talks and chit chats " a little conversation I turn it into visions of forever and wereting sweeter everytime, I can't pretend that I'm just a friend coz I'm thinking maybe we were meant to be, I think I'm falli' fallin in love with you, and I dont know what to do" I was feeling this song during those times. He sent me flowers during the valentines, suprisingly it was him who sent me those cute flowers I got.Honestly he was one the most nicest guy I ever met! The nicest thing about the month february except for my bday was the Intramurals wherein I got the time to spent with my friends, Even though most of my times are spent on school I really miss my friends since we have different schedules and different priorities but that week we get to spend quality time wit each other and here are some of the pictures we had during the week
my classmates during the cheer competition
with apol and ponser after the parade
with ponser

It was the same month last year that I was so happy and enjoying school when something unexpected happened.. The first day of march will always be as painful as it is way back last year,Because this is the day I lost the most special person in my life and that is nanay bada. I did not expect my day to be as busy as I was in the past couple of days but I was doing good that day because I had a way to foget everything i have in mind, i made myself as busy as much as possible to forget the pain. I thought everything would went out just as okay as I expected, but I was wrong during the dawn of march 2 I lost my grandfather, the following dayafter the 1 yr death anniversary f nanay. We lost him as he said to us that he will be leaving soon, but we all though that this was just his way to tell us that nanay's death anniversary is coming. We were all not shock about this, instead we thank the Lord for this, because we all know thar dear tatay is suffering greatly in pain, and we cannot bear to see him in that condition. We knew that very moment that nanay had called him to be her together with the Lord. It was honestly relieving to our family knowing that Tatay and nanay is now with our Lord.

In the meantime during those times I am really having difficulty with my decisions about my personal life, I am confused and very much not at ease with my self. But I am hoping to be happy soon. Since vacation is about to come I'm sure to have good times this coming summer..

Until next blog guys..