THE SEARCH OF A YOUNG WOMAN

Nothing beats a complete rest to make self more beautiful inside and out.

For the past few days I would admit that I've been neglecting my self needs because of my over "busy" schedule. I get only about 3 to 4 hours of sleep for the past two weeks because of stress (health issues, examination week, long hours of duty, after duty classes) It felt like I can't face the mirror for a while because I'm always on the hurry. But for this weekend I promised myself to focus and give time to myself somehow. A beauty rest would do and some minor cleaning up and a small make over for myself to create a new ambiance for myself. i just hope that I could do this for the whole weekend. I just need this for my! for inner happiness and self contentment..lol I am being materialistic and judgemental about happiness. So ciao for now..

Happy Sunday everyone!

well this week will be the most free week of my life as a student nurse,I have a long weekend because of the holiday on Monday and the week will be all about intramural,I guess this will be a more relaxing week to rejuvenate my energy for the finals.. so much for the stress! I need time to rest.. Actually I have nothing more to say because there's nothing new about me, I just miss my blogging and I was just trying to divert my attention to other things rather than making myself bored all day. I'll be predicting a severe headache for me if I continue my day just lying on my bed with nothing to do. Good thing computers and Internets were invented, the reason or my number 1 anti boredom activity! For today I am planning to do my blogging and watch Dear friend later and attend mass,maybe I'll be doing my weekly guilty pleasures and that includes indulging myself into foods and having a dvd marathon with my sister. What a life!! I love my life this weekend! So loving it! I want to enjoy it while it last.

This week was the worst week of my life as a student! I much things to do. Today I had about only 4 hours of sleep. Last night I was so exhausted and can't barely open my eyes so I decide to discontinue my review and planned to woke up early to continue. Today is our Big day!Examination day! I hope I could.. Cause I I really need to pass this exam!! Pray for me!!!..

I know I was procrastinating my blogging lately and broked my promise to blog and tell the happenings lately. Busy days are here and seems like it's loving me for a while and wouldn't want to leave..So much things to do lately and have no more time to stay home and just chill! At least tomorrows Friday the weeks about to end!! thank God Its about to end!! I'm so loving my week but except the days of duty wherein I am forced to wake up 5:00 in the morning just to attend to my Hospital duty.

Just to catch up to the things I did this week here's quick recap..

Sunday was valentines day, well I received a donut shaped into mickey mouse which also tasted so good, it was gift and I really love it. In the afternoon a messenger came by with a delivery of flowers sent by whom? well that's a secret I'll never tell for now.. for now! but soon I would.

I was looking forward on watching dear friend but never did because of the cancellation of the show for this week. So I decided to put my day into watching dvd the whole day.

Except for the weekend happenings there was nothing new for the week except for the new things that are starting to be fixed. The days of my week are all about things being fixed. I was so tired the whole week because of the toxicity of my duty well..thanks to Mrs. Cuevas our clinical instructor. Plus the fact that this week is our examination week!! I hate being a student!..and that's a proven fact!! but severyone needs to finish their studies and I'm one of those! I would want to finish my course,well I hope I get a lot of support from my family and of course their understanding,I just human I still get tired and most of time exhausted because of this works.

Just dropped by to say happy vday!!

You might be wondering why I've been out for a while with my blogging..well, I been so busy whole week and so down. I have emotional imbalance this week and good thing I resolved it already..well, I wish!! lol.. Somehow this weekend I have time to catch up. I been so furious about my schedule this week, I have early morning duty and classes in the afternoon and to add it up I been sick the whole week, can you imagine how I felt the whole time? I was so tired and feelinh of wanting to give up.. but anyway I'll be blogging tomorrow for now and for today I'll grab some rest and enjoy the day while it last!! ciao!!

I just said a while ago that I just turned 21 today.. I celebrated my day with inner happiness, knowing that most of the things in my life are already settled. I couldn't express well my feelings on how happy I am on the way my life is in the present. I wouldn't wanna go back two years ago..when all I can see about myself is bitterness and uncontentment. Now I know that I am really happy of those persons who are in my life and those who stayed. I really miss my Lola and how I wish She's here with us to celebrate my 21 years of celebration of life. I know that as I age I become more mature with how I live my life and this is what ought to be.. To grow up. Hmm.. I still doubt my age,cause honestly people can't believe that I'm already 21. People thought about me as if I just turned 18..lol to them!! but flattering!! A compliment.. Happy birthday to me.!! Today I celebrated my bday as simple as I want it to be. All I wanted was to celebrate it with my love ones, though still I have other plans on my post bday with my friends on our free day. I attended the morning mass with my special someone and ate at mcdo with him. We had a nice morning together. Later in the afternoon I bought pizza which I was craving for the whole week,and the cake was a gift from my bf which I really appreciated. My sister also made a special chocolate brownies ala nicca for me. Most people around me really knew that I really love chocolates. I drank red wine with my tita and tito, and sing..sing..sing! I made my birthday special,as they say our own happiness in in our own hands