THE SEARCH OF A YOUNG WOMAN

I just said a while ago that I just turned 21 today.. I celebrated my day with inner happiness, knowing that most of the things in my life are already settled. I couldn't express well my feelings on how happy I am on the way my life is in the present. I wouldn't wanna go back two years ago..when all I can see about myself is bitterness and uncontentment. Now I know that I am really happy of those persons who are in my life and those who stayed. I really miss my Lola and how I wish She's here with us to celebrate my 21 years of celebration of life. I know that as I age I become more mature with how I live my life and this is what ought to be.. To grow up. Hmm.. I still doubt my age,cause honestly people can't believe that I'm already 21. People thought about me as if I just turned 18..lol to them!! but flattering!! A compliment.. Happy birthday to me.!! Today I celebrated my bday as simple as I want it to be. All I wanted was to celebrate it with my love ones, though still I have other plans on my post bday with my friends on our free day. I attended the morning mass with my special someone and ate at mcdo with him. We had a nice morning together. Later in the afternoon I bought pizza which I was craving for the whole week,and the cake was a gift from my bf which I really appreciated. My sister also made a special chocolate brownies ala nicca for me. Most people around me really knew that I really love chocolates. I drank red wine with my tita and tito, and sing..sing..sing! I made my birthday special,as they say our own happiness in in our own hands